Inconfident

can you see how comfy this pair of jeans is ?!!?!?!?!? after buying this jeans, i finally realised how important it is for me to wear comfy things because it makes me happy and forget (almost) everything else

an impromptu run with the blackie for like 15 mins and she was flat so i put her back at home before i started running again for like 4km + and it feels so good. i don't know why but it feels that it's a need for me to not feel fat.

"I’m just a sail, and I crumple under the lightest breeze. I can’t just grow a thicker fabric, nor stop the wind from affecting me. Please know that."

http://thoughtcatalog.com/deborah-lee/2014/07/5-things-nobody-ever-tells-you-about-not-being-okay/

Negativity

I've been feeling so angsty nowadays. It's the period where I feel that I've been trying harder in life than others; in school, in tennis. Why do I have to do so much work for my group while they do mostly nothing? I want to be like them too. Just sitting there, using their phone and getting free marks while I'm slogging my ass off, which includes staying back an hour alone to make sure my pbil works.