hehe my friend just told me that she dreamt of my eyecandy and i tgt and she said that is was freaking cute but ohwell i know it's close to impossible. but it's quite cool to know that my friends actually dreamt of me and my crushes like how my clique dreamt of me and crush tgt and tell me the next day. :p

and i've been thinking. so everything you said to me last time is now invalid and i can count it as a lie right? but i seriously don't know :(

Philippians 4:6

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

hahaha i somehow feel comforted when i see/hear this verse. it's like i can just commit everything to God and trust him, knowing that He'll take care of my troubles and all. isn't great to have a friend/father just like Him? :) He will never leave us nor forsake us :) hehe, i love God :)

hahahaha and i'm feeling so bad cos i like to spam twitter when i can't sleep when almost everyone else is sleeping alr. i'm so terriblee!! :( hahaha. nothing's much happening except i keep getting pumped up when my friend tells me about my eyecandy. hahaahaha. okayyy :D

AMAZING GRACE.

GOODHI :) i realise i haven't been very happy til ytd, where i felt the whole SP tennis team spirit, which is like whoa, God is truly amazing! i kept praying so hard for the team to win, and they did :) thank God soooooo much for all this :) and i was screaming as loud as i can, just to make sure they could feel our effort and continue to winnnnn and they wonnnnnn :D i'm so proud of them esp my korkor :) i love him so much :) :)

and i realised the only way to be happy is keep in touch with God, all those times i was unhappy, it was because i drifted away from God. but now, i'm trying very hard to know Him more again :) because i know when i need rest, He will give it to me :) haha. I LOVEEEEEE GODDDDD <3

JESUSCHRISTISLOVE.

this is so amazing.
http://www.muslimjourneytohope.com/watch.asp
just click and just listen and watch. for me, it's just really so comforting to know that so many others are coming to know God and heh :) and i hope to one day i can just get my whole family to know Christ too :)

hahahaha and yes, this is Andrea Goh Shue Ting from SP. and this is not some sort of advertisement or anything :D :D :D

sodamntired.

today i replied 'anything','take it any way you want ba.' and he just prolly got tired and said he didn't want to disturb me anymore and etc. haha. guess what, i drove another person out of my life. and this sucks. but i don't want to keep faking any happiness and i'm fine with everything he says. but it's okay, haha and this is just another boy, not exactly that important to me, but yea.

i'm kinda tired of keeping friendships and all i feel when i'm texting them is that i'm the only one holding on. like how everyone just stopped texting me after i gave them cold replies. like whether or not i reply, i mean nothing, nothing at all. probly just someone they could talk to when they're bored. yea. i'm just so tired. maybe cos i've lost too many i wanted to hold on to. i rather lose all of my friends now then they leave me later at a point of my life where they've all become so important.