i know maybe yall never meant to make me feel this way but i do. i'm so sorry for being problematic. sorry...

hahaha this is my morning face, i do not look good with my whole face so here is half of my face! HAHAHA. anyway nowadays are sooo boring. hahaha. and i'm tempted to read 'The Fault In Our Stars' again, but i scared won't finish in time to lend to Adri on mon! :D haha. then again i have to do my DEar DEar DE hahahaha. ok sorry. i want mantou. ok. I WANT MANTOUUU but i'm running out of it sooonnzxz.

nowadays my attitude like crap cos i'm so fricking tired of everything like stuffs and exams and idk. SOrry! HAHA. and during the holidays idk if i should work or slack the wholeeee month. but i know i'm gonna EXERCISEEE. i need to sweat once in a while to destress and feel good about myself.

OKAY BYE-BYE :D
PS: the rain was nice. :D

s t r o n g

hello, PLEASE STALK ME NORITA TEO! PLEASE STALK ME AHAHAHAHAHA. Norita, please be strong for everyone. and i'm here for youhooo. i don't know what to do when you're sad but i try to not be sad too hahahha. and i really don't mind you ranting at me because it's really been a bad day and i understand! don't get frustated with things and remember your quoteee, "don't cry to sleep thinking of things you can't have, but instead cry to sleep thinking of the blessings you have." hahahahaha we both gave each other awkward hugs but hope you really felt my care HAHAHAHA. omg :"P BE HAPPY OKAY :D

this are all overdue pictures hahahahaha just to brighten up my little bloggie :D hehe. bloop bloop the sound so cute hahahahah. okay lah serious now hohoz.

i honestly don't know what to do, i need you to tell me what i should do. i don't know if i should do this or do that but at the same time feel that i did alot. so i guess, i'm not gonna do anything until i get instructions. because what if, i was the one trying to keep convos going all along and saying too much random stuff to keep it going on. i feel i'm doing too much of the holding on.

save me

Slowly disappear
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge

my decision is base on my assumption. i told you my assumption but you didn't bother to clarify it because it's probably true. so i decided that. and if you really prove my assumption right, i won't regret anything. i kept repeating since last night, this sucks. because it really does. i hate it so much. i never really felt this much hate for something in my life i guess.