shabuyeaaaa.

 

hahahahaha i'm not a creative person, but i feel happy after writing all these. and the A part is kinda bullshit but i likeeee heeeez :D hahahaha. but i think alottt to write the description and probably that's why i feel happy :) cos i feel accomplished even though it's only two "sketches" which idk how many more i must do. i'm starting to feel abit stress. but i know, without God, nothing is possible. but with God, nothing is impossible. :)

puzzlepiece.

haha i know how to sleep if i can't sleep alr. i tried it for the past two nights and it worked :) i just thought of playing matches and rallies in my head, and yeah, oinkzzz. haha. and one of this two nights, i dreamt of niall horan the second time :p ahaha. truth be told, i wasn't thinking of him before i sleep but still dreamt of him anyway :) althou the dreams were kinda weird and had no physical contact, i just felt happy with him, cos we were adventuring :p hahahaha.

i'm actually feeling so tired now. finished sch at 12, then took the retest and spammed photos with adrianti and cathie :p quite funny and all :p haha. then went to shop for awhile before going to cut my hair, and ugh, i used the wrong word with uncle freddy(my hairdresser). i asked him if he had any 'papok' friends, instead of 'gay' friends. then he got angry or smth  /: i suck man. haha. then went to catch a movie, SPIDERMAN. and it was pretty good :) actually all marvel/superheroes movie seem good to me :) then went for a little more shopping :) haha. hm, still got tennis twice tmr, goodluck andrea :) goodluck to you all too :) remember to smileeeee :)

i don't know what to feel, what i'm feeling now isn't happiness.

yes. and i think i've gotten use to missing you that i feel nothing now.

wasteofspace,

yup, there is absolutely nothing. everyone's better than me in a sense. like there's so many girls out there who can attract much more boys. they're perfect and all. so who will i be in your life if you knew them? nothing. haha. and they say we'll find that special someone, but isn't it they will also go for the more perfect one? i'm just fading out in all my friend's lives. they probably forgot the memories i had with them. they probably don't care about me anymore.

i know i shouldn't be thinking about you at all, i always thought you were my very good friend. i don't know what i feel for you but. it just feels that i don't want to lose you, forever. and probably when you go to a jc next year, you'll find much more prettier, cuter, more perfect girl than me. so i'm just staying out of your life just in case i get too attached to you, and get hurt when you find someone more perfect than me.

waaaaaaddle.

omggggg, i watched this show last night and i cried sooooo bad, and smiled sooooo much :) hahahaha. i promise you this is one of the sweetest love story ever man. FIRST LOVE ( LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE).

hahahaha okay, let's talk about today. let's say it was an unlucky daaaay. hahahaa. usually i will walk down the stairs with my socks and nothing happens, but today i slipped down the last two steps, holla scary okaayyy. haha. then next thing, i was outside the tennis courts and was taking out my earpiece etc and i dropped my waterbottle, which means no water for training, wehhhh :( hahaha. then when coach was coaching me, he accident hit the bucket, and the bucket just fell and all the balls just dropped. zzzzz. thennnn i had diahorea(can't be bothered to find out the real spelling), then find nearby toilet la ofcos. hahahaha. then unluckily, i went into a cubicle with no toilet paper, zzz. then when i came out, i saw other cubicles got toilet paper okay. UNLUCKY right. hahaha.

hmm got unlucky things mean it can help me to identify the lucky things better right? :) haha. i saw ryan in the interchange. hahahaha. it's so awkward meeting your sibling outside right?! and the best part is we both didn't plan to go to that place at all, he took the wrong bus, and i needed to go toilet. so concidental right? :) hahahaha. hmm, then i go home that time, i saw a butterfly, wooohooooooo! hahaha. then i caught it the normal way anyone did, which is to hold by its wings. which i did, and it kept wanting to fly free :( haha. then i brought all the way home and let go of it and it just flew away ( awwwwww ) haha. but lucky me right? :p

secret: i'm twins with the butterfly, cos i also wearing red shirt when i saw it, hee hee.