eXams are over!!

Doesn't this picture remind you of the beach(or me, the bitch hahahaha), the carefree life? It does to meee because it smells like freedom in the air. I did my last paper today and I was disappointed yet glad because I expected the paper to be waaay harder but it was easy!

Actually I have a lot of reflection to do; like why did I start studying properly only in year 3? As in maybe I should have started studying like this in year 1, then I would have gotten cumulative GPA 4 (just kidding, maybe 3.7+) but still, better late than never. But it really feels good to study and being able to answer almost all the questions and knowing in your heart, 'I got this'.

Anyway, holidays aren't really holidays. It's hol(finish-all-your-projects)iday, so I've got to finish my FYP which is close or is 20 credit points. So if I screw this up, I'm a goner. Well, not actually a goner because I'm not planning to go to business course or what but actually becoming my dream job, a n u r s e.

Weekly Update

So this was at foo's house for our 8th monthsary dinner and everything was just so perrrrrrffeeccttt hehehehe. I had the salmon steak while nicky boy had the chicken and it was all so yummy hehe. And the flower on our table was so nicely(coincidentally) placed to form a shadow of a grasshopper!!! :DD

Behave Confidently

There are a few types of girls that deal with their inner confidence. Some wouldn't leave their house without putting their makeup on because they feel insecure about how they look, how people view them. Then there are those who are insecure, but yet don't put makeup because they don't want to resort to being "fake" to feel good. After all, you're still going to question yourself if it's really you in the mirror after you've taken off your makeup. It's like a clown, you cover your face with a big red nose and big hair with a big smile. You love to make people laugh, in a good way. But never, do you know who is behind a clown's disguise. Are you still a clown when your role is done at the end of the day? You should be able to still feel as beautiful as you should when you have makeup on because i'm sure you still want to make people laugh when you aren't disguising as a clown.

You don't have to be a clown to make people laugh. You don't have to put makeup to feel beautiful and confident. You have to do little things like:

1. Going out in your favorite outfit for e.g. wear your favorite jeans

2. Moisturize yourself

3. Dress up for yourself

4. Pamper your skin

Doing these small little things will make you feel good about yourself when you leave house. Don't look at the floor when you walk. Meet people in the eye and still keep your head up. Don't feel scared to walk alone because independent girls are waaaay better than needy girls. Sure, you may go out in makeup but you do not put makeup just because you feel insecure. You wear makeup to make yourself more confident, and when you wipe them off your face, you should still feel the same confidence inside of you.

I am insecure, but I am working to not be insecure because I want to feel happy with being myself. Wearing my favorite pair of jeans really makes me feel more confident and I love that feeling of not being insecure when you walk on the streets. Another thing i love is seeing people happy with themselves with little or no makeup on. It isn't easy, but it takes practice. Take each morning to tell yourself to feel confident and believe you can be and you'll naturally be happy. Paste a quote on your mirror, your toilet, anywhere you'll see every morning to start the day right.

Clear-it-all-away period

I went to shop at plaza sing and bought useless stuffs as usual ahahahaha can't stop splurging. Bought this essence stick(?) and my mum says it's better to buy this kind than to buy the ambi pur gel and now my part of my room smells sweet hehe. I always can't seem to decide between a sweet smell or a fresh scent :(

I also walked at Monoyono and it was a freaking nice vintage shop and I explored in that area for like 15mins so I felt bad to just leave the shop without buying anything. So, I bought this spray that you spray into the toilet bowl before doing your business and it won't smell. It costed me $16.90!! Haha.

I also cleared my room of one drawer and replaced with Billy(ikea named it) and because it's so short, it actually makes me feel like the room is more spacious yay hehe.

Been wanting to find this kind of cutting for shortssss but this shorts is so expensive :(

So I lost my wallet thrice in two months and that includes the most recent one where I lost my IC too T.T soooo i used my mum's YSL pouch for a while hehehe and then later bought myself typo's pencil case(?) as my new wallet :D and the best part is I can put my mini schedule book inside yay ^_^

My taobao goods came in DHL delivery and there was no notification or text sent to me about collecting it. Lucky there was someone at home to collect it haha.

    

There is two item missing because there's actually one more plain black, like the grey but different and another caged bra haha #cheapdrea.

Total spent: $41.53 ($31.83 + $9.66 shipping fee)

Total items: 5
Average $ per piece: $8.31 (so worth it yay :D)

I really need to gain confidence about showing my high forehead and my teeth. 

EXAMS ARE COMINGGGGG HAHA I'M GONNA HAVE FUN STUDYING B/C I ONLY HAVE 2 PAPERS WEEEE :D