Clear-it-all-away period

I went to shop at plaza sing and bought useless stuffs as usual ahahahaha can't stop splurging. Bought this essence stick(?) and my mum says it's better to buy this kind than to buy the ambi pur gel and now my part of my room smells sweet hehe. I always can't seem to decide between a sweet smell or a fresh scent :(

I also walked at Monoyono and it was a freaking nice vintage shop and I explored in that area for like 15mins so I felt bad to just leave the shop without buying anything. So, I bought this spray that you spray into the toilet bowl before doing your business and it won't smell. It costed me $16.90!! Haha.

I also cleared my room of one drawer and replaced with Billy(ikea named it) and because it's so short, it actually makes me feel like the room is more spacious yay hehe.

Been wanting to find this kind of cutting for shortssss but this shorts is so expensive :(

So I lost my wallet thrice in two months and that includes the most recent one where I lost my IC too T.T soooo i used my mum's YSL pouch for a while hehehe and then later bought myself typo's pencil case(?) as my new wallet :D and the best part is I can put my mini schedule book inside yay ^_^

My taobao goods came in DHL delivery and there was no notification or text sent to me about collecting it. Lucky there was someone at home to collect it haha.

    

There is two item missing because there's actually one more plain black, like the grey but different and another caged bra haha #cheapdrea.

Total spent: $41.53 ($31.83 + $9.66 shipping fee)

Total items: 5
Average $ per piece: $8.31 (so worth it yay :D)

I really need to gain confidence about showing my high forehead and my teeth. 

EXAMS ARE COMINGGGGG HAHA I'M GONNA HAVE FUN STUDYING B/C I ONLY HAVE 2 PAPERS WEEEE :D

Inconfident

can you see how comfy this pair of jeans is ?!!?!?!?!? after buying this jeans, i finally realised how important it is for me to wear comfy things because it makes me happy and forget (almost) everything else

an impromptu run with the blackie for like 15 mins and she was flat so i put her back at home before i started running again for like 4km + and it feels so good. i don't know why but it feels that it's a need for me to not feel fat.

"I’m just a sail, and I crumple under the lightest breeze. I can’t just grow a thicker fabric, nor stop the wind from affecting me. Please know that."

http://thoughtcatalog.com/deborah-lee/2014/07/5-things-nobody-ever-tells-you-about-not-being-okay/

Negativity

I've been feeling so angsty nowadays. It's the period where I feel that I've been trying harder in life than others; in school, in tennis. Why do I have to do so much work for my group while they do mostly nothing? I want to be like them too. Just sitting there, using their phone and getting free marks while I'm slogging my ass off, which includes staying back an hour alone to make sure my pbil works.

16 June // Fathers' Day

Haha this is a random photo i just found on fb and this is a post i actually want to dedicate to my dad but i know he won't ever chance upon this. But i'm still gonna post anyway because i need to let things out.

Hi Daddy, you've always been the greatest figure in my life. Your footsteps have always been the ones i want to follow because you're just so great to me. I wish i had your hardworking genes and i really look up to you because i have no idea how you worked so hard without complains, just to give us a comfortable life. From having your last $50 to living on a landed property, your hard work really paid off. 

I've never been able to express how much i love you because i'm not the apple of the eye but i'm still going to work out so that i can do you proud, at least as a daughter. I just wanna see you happy. No matter how much i wish that we were closer, we aren't. But i still love you for being my greatest daddy and being so protective of me and giving me everything i need. I love you so so much daddy.