I'm updating in class now because i'm extremely bored and sitting alone because wany is not here and the others are sitting in front of me >:(
Anyway 14 feb; i woke up feeling extremely excited for school, idk for what ':p and so sch was as usual and i met nicky boy after school and he's the sweetest la he bought me like a little bouquet and hehe i feel pretty. Flowers always make me feel pretty :^] and he also bought me a musical snowglobe which i really reaaaally love *.* hehe and also printed photos of us <3
Then he stayed over on friday and saturday and i really liked his company and all like i wish it could stay like this forever. He's always so damn warm and i love it hehe. So yeah that's all for these days cause i can't really remember much. Heh.
I just wished i had like better people to hang out with, like people i can keep for life, who i can share my deepest thoughts and go crazy and still not get judged. I see everyone who has already found their bestie for life, clique for life, and i'm just here with nobody. Like there isn't anyone fun i can hang out with or more like i haven't found someone i want to hang out with. I'm supposed to be appreciating every friend i have but sometimes they're just not the people i want to keep. At least not the people from sec sch, nor the people from poly(up til now). Maybe i'll meet them when i change class in 3rd year and i'm really wishing and hoping i'll find my bestie for life, someone i can go crazy with, someone to grow old with.
