i really tried holding on to you, just letting you know i miss you, i love you and everything i felt. but now, maybe i should have been like last time, just keeping everything to myself and letting everything and everyone go without letting them know. and a hug from you could make me go to bed happy. just a genuine moment of me making you smile would make me happy. but i don't know what else i can do. you don't want me anymore and i should accept that fact. i'm so sorry i will keep everything to myself now and just slowly let you go. maybe you'll be happier this way because you keep telling me to not find you and stuffs like that. and maybe i should let you be happy and not hold you back anymore. i did try baby. i did :'(
