haha i started living my own life already, met up with hy, eunice, mel, jamie to celebrate hy's bday and mine(?) hahaha and it was a great meetup, like we laughed alot heh :D but everyone don't feel as close anymore. i feel so far apart from everyone. oh and met up with jerrold and leon too and cantona anyhow join in but it's was an awesome meetup like it's been so long since i last saw jerrold. hehe. it's quite comforting to know that we've actually been friends for close to 5 years or more x) he's actually the one who saw me when i had short hair, before-braces stage, all my worst years hahah. but again i didn't feel as close as last time. well, i guess it takes time to "close up" again.
well, it's really so hurtful when i think of you or read back and i get teary, i remember even crying all the way in the bus on friday just because i thought of you again. like wow. hahah. I'M TEARY AGAIN AHAHAHAHA STUPID FOOLDREA. heh. am i silly for falling in love with you and believing you'll stay with me all the way, even in my worse states, on my darkest nights. but what's done is done right, i have to get on and move on and be on my happy trip without you now. after all, you've have to grow through the dirt to be a beautiful flower(not saying i will be one...)
hm, but i do hope you're doing well and imagining how happy you'll be when you meet the right one :'|
sorry for not being the one for you.
