i want to be the kind of girl who has enough self esteem who think she is good enough for someone, who has enough confidence and trust to believe that someone really likes her and not other girls. i want to be someone who isn't insecure. i want to be someone who is confident of herself so she would stop feeling inferior to other girls. but the thing is, it's so damn hard to be that kind of girl because what i feel is the other way round. and tell me, how do you change what you feel? is it gonna be like when you touch something cold, you make yourself feel that it's something hot?
anyway apart from that, yesterday was damn freaking fun and crazy like literally people were high and haha they say that's when you're honest and some guy confess that he likes this girl and honestly, everything was just honest. well, i was abit high too and i kind of liked that feeling because i laughed more at everything and i didn't feel sadness like i do now. maybe the sadness is from pms hahahaha. but yeah, i kind of love last night. :")
and today had dinner with jerrold @ makisan and the sushi was sooooo good man like serious but the price of the sushi also not say cheap lahhh, then supposed to have supper with leon after that, but the three of us ended lol-ing and hahahaha i feel like a burden abit sigh. but thank God they don't blame me or anything :")
i must say i'm moving on pretty well, and like i said the events are placed so timely. hahahahahahah.
