Sunday, June 2, 2013

benu

today maybe you didn't notice but i was soooo manje because i really wanted to hug you alot alot because i probably love you alot alot. and i feel changed and i'm scared it's for the worse and i'm sorry for that change, even though you say it's for the better, cause i so manje to you ahahaha. but i love you too much to hurt you. and sorry if i keep asking if you're angry/hurt etc because i'm so scared of hurting you again. sorry :(

i don't know why but i always seem to look at you more than you look at me, maybe cos i like you more than you like me :( HAHA. but i think it's because i always want to know what you're thinking or doing like all the time and when you don't reply me, i always think like, "what this boy doing huh? why never reply me?"

HAHA yeah sorry for getting so insecure all the time, because that's what always makes us fight. anyway even if you not better than others, i don't care because you're the first i ever want to cuddle with so much that i even dream of cuddling with you lol. hahahaha. so you also no need insecure. actually i don't think you're insecure one lor sigh.

hehe i love you too and duh, i don't wanna share you too. that's why i also scared you look at other girls all lah. HAHA. i'm probably as selfish as you HEHE.

ps/ i wanna keep your jacket and wear it like all the time because it's yours. i wanna keep it forever muahahahahaha. omg i'm so possessive, even of your jacket but ahahahaha. xD