i'm mentally and physically exhausted. i feel so tired, i forget so many things and worst of all, i screw up things. i feel utterly useless when i can't help someone i love to cheer up. i lose my match. i got friends who treat as a second option. i got nothing left in my life. i feel empty and sad. i kinda don't like me. the worst part of all these is when you count on me to make you happy but i can't. and when you say like love me and muah i feel so upset because that's not what you do when we meet. everything hurts. </3
