you know the feeling when you're so hurt that it eats you inside? yes, that's the feeling i get whenever i feel like i'm a replacement or rather of no significance. like i'm always the last few choices. it hurts. and along that comes the feeling of being not good enough that's why i'm resorted to a last choice or something. and feeling that i pretend i'm fine only to breakdown at night. it's not a g o o d feeling.
today was a great day nevertheless, i went to play tennis with ben, keith and nick. and tennis is the best sport i've played that makes my stress and troubles go away. tennis is a greeeat relief. haha. yeah and they're funny boys too 8)
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