i'm so glad. no one was there for me when i needed them. and it's better this way, just so i won't get too attached. and i really love long bus rides, because i can as much as i want to, without anyone caring :D haha. and i think i'll just accept being your angels because no matter what i do/feel, no one will ever treat me as important as i treat them. and i'm trying to live with that fact now, so i won't get hurt anymore. and the thing is i'm selfish, i just want the people i'm close to treat me as most important, but life doesn't go our way doesn't it. seems like i'm really fated to have no friends. just so i won't get hurt. and i'm gonna start this by being cold to everyone. or at least try hahahhaha.
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