hallo. today i dont feel so good /: joanna said i changed. i'm different now. and she thinks that i don't care if we're friends anymore :'( so does he. i guess i don't like to show if i care. but ugh. everything i seem to do now is wrong. but i guess it's just that my good isn't good enough. just like the song by glee - get it right. like it says, everything i touch tumbles down, my best intentions always make a mess of things. i guess i'm not good enough ba. haha. then he keeps wanting to be strangers even thou i keep trying to avoid that. but he says 'love me too much that he can't be friends with me'. i guess trying doesn't help ba /: i reallyreally don't wanna lose any valuable friends of mine :( esp those i met in church, brothers/sisters in Christ :(
i'm sorry :(
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