andrea.

it's not that everything's fine now. it's just i'm rilly good at acting. guess you don't me that well ba :) haha. i don't want to show anyone that i can't leave without them. i don't want to show anyone that i will be happier without them. i don't want to show anyone i care. just so that when anyone wants to leave me for somefriend or someone better, they won't need to care about me :) perhaps you think i'm selfish. and that's fine with me :) making myself feel this way helps me to not get hurt as much as i would showing i would care and still have anyone leaving me.:( haha. goodknight. i'm sorry for ranting at you :(