Wednesday, May 30, 2012

lalalalalalove

compare the left one with the right one? spot the difference! :p
hahahahahah yes! the rainbow!!! :p gosh, i sound like dora the xplorer. 
hahahaha but yeah, you know i was walking then suddenly drizzle and normally ppl will look down to prevent their face from getting watered. but im different, i looked up and guess what i saw! THE RAINBOW HEHE.
and sadly the second pix was taken like 1 min after i took the 1st pic, the rainbow disappeared so fast yknow! and yes, that's why i feel so lucky weeeeee :D :D :D :D :D
and look at that tiny little moon ^^

ps, (the rainbow not very obvious in the pic, but omg, it's just so hopeful to see it! :D)
pss, (the rainbow is near the center down, that little bow (:)
okay, i just like to take this moment, and thank God for everything. 
let me use the rainbow as a guideline :)

Red - I like to thank God for all the love i received and given! :)
Orange - The happiness i get from everybody i know!
Yellow - All the little smiles and little hopes i get, for eg, twinkling stars and many more! ^^
Green - Thank God for everything i've done right for He shown me the way.
Blue - I like to refer 'as true as blue'. So i thank God for the truth i've heard and yeah :) 

I LOVE GOD ^^

and i like to end off with a pic! :)

so ya, rmb to sleep with a smile, and wake up with a smile. a happy day begins with a? SMILE! :D

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

iwastedmynightsyouturnedoffthelightsnowimparalyzed


hahahaa yes im exempted from basic maths module which means i have been wasting my mornings to go for classes which i dont have an exam for. wasted :( hahahaha. but its okay. just treat it as revision of amaths :p hahaa.

and ytd i watched, You're The Apple Of My Eye and the ending was pretty sad :( but ohwell, all's well that ends well. ^^ haha. but watching this show, it just shows me how most of the boys should go for the pretty popular nice one, who wouldn't yeah? haha.


yeap. i know many says, it's the heart that counts, but the first impression is that, 'oh she's pretty, i want to get to know her.' right? most of the times, i feel that way, the pretty ones are the most approached ones, the not so pretty ones are the more alone ones. and ofcos there's another group of girls who are so approachable cos they're cute and loud and funny or rather attention seekers. i know we all would be jealous but no point! yeah, and i read a quote that says, other girls might be prettier but you just have to find that one guy who doesn't care :) so yeah, be positive all you prettyfaces. haha.


and hey, i believe God has in mind who's the special one for you alr, so be happy and look forward to every single day. and ya, keep smiling cos you don't know whose gonna fall in love with your smile. hahahaha. so cliche, i know its from a quote, but girls like to hear what they like to hear right ^^ i still got many more quotes i love, but i will slowly share the love hehe ^^

Monday, May 28, 2012

twinkie


this picture is too awesome not to post. i got alot of things to post today one, but i shall say what i rmb only.

hahaha okay so today i thot i would be so lucky cos i could find things easily in the morning and forgot what else made me feel lucky. haha. but ya, so in the mrt, i feel so happy go lucky weeee. haha. then suddenly when reach sch that mrt stop, i got out of the train and walk down the steps. suddenly i feel my slipper no friction then i slip on the stairs! hahahahaha. so funny and i rmb all their faces like shock and retarded!!!!! hahahahaha. then got one lady put her palm on my shoulder and ask me if im okay!! hahahahahaha. but its okay! and thanks to that, i kept playing the scenario in my head and felt so paiseh. haha. i even accident rmb the scenario and laugh to myself that ppl think i keesiao! but who cares!!!!! ^^

MAAKEEEEEEEEEE A WISHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! hahahaha.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

ifyou'rehappyandyouknowyouclapyourhandswoohoothistitlesolongsocoolrighthehehehe.hoothoottheregoestheowlhootinginthewoods.

hahaha teehee, today i feel soooooo hahahahahappie. weeeee. i dunno why. but i think cos i studied just now til gong alr. and what have i studied, only the first few chapters? hahahahaha. okay i think i am so retarded. HAHA. HAHA. HAHA.

 
woohoo, spin ah spin ah. spin spin spin. hahaha. okay yes i was bored when i was supposed to study!!!! hahahaha.

i dont normally do this!!! but hahahaha feeling so happily full of guts to post this wahahahha, afterall not many are reading this noob blog. hehehehe.


aeiou hmph bleh.


SEE THIS FOOD, ARM ARM ARM. but actually cannot chew so loud, CRAC CRAC CRAC so loud!!!! hahahahaha. okay!!! and my raise eyebrow so idiotic!!!! hahahahabababa. BABABABABYE.

Abnormal


I realize boys like to tell you, 'You're special to me.', 'I'll be there for you.' and other nice things that make you feel like you're the only special one. But in fact, some thinks that 'Everyone is special.', therefore saying that to you. Don't you feel cheated? Like how he can make you feel like the only special one only to realize he says and feels the same way for other girls too?

Therefore whenever someone says to me that 'I'm special.' etc, i tend to not take it seriously and continue to feel unspecial. Just like how you said that i'm special. then i say everyone special to you, then you say some only. And that destroys the use of the word special. Because special is only meant to be said to one person who you truly feel is special, and is different from the rest.
but yea, i hope everyone can find someone who tells them they're the ONLY special one :)

 
and this is a random song i found on youtube after searching 'special'. haha. woohooooo weewee.

Monday, May 21, 2012

boombox


yeah!!

this is the first time i'm feeling so stressed. i have two presentations tomorrow and i'm feeling so paranoid. hahaha. i don't relly know the meaning of the word, but i'm just saying it :p haha. but ya!!! i feel so scared! because the score's is not like secondary sch where everything's totaled at the end of the year. the score's gonna affect for my whole poly! and the worst part of being in poly is presentation, which i have never been able to do right since i was young. i rmb i cant even do show and tell and dread it in primary sch!! haha.

what if i can't present well. what if i jumble up my words and leave a bad impression. what if i'm gonna screw up tmr. what if i'm gonna get low marks. what if i bring my whole group down with me! UGH. today was so stress. face turned red. and that only happened once when i was eating with his family and i dropped the chicken and rice all over the table. now the second time when i didn't mean to say things i didn't mean. i feel so stresseddddd. luckily. i ALMOST brokedown. but yay, i didn't ^^ if not i'll be so embarassed cos i told myself never to let anyone see me upset :/ and i did my calculations, to cover up my sadness, i will use my angryness to be the mask over the sadness. hahahaha. and what i fear now is, i haven't done much for my group. i only did the 'beautifying' of the slides. but what if it isn't good enough? or my teammates think it's badly done or less effort is put in. kay, i shall SHATAP. haha. i realised i'm always talking to myself. maybe i'm too noisy to be ignored by everyone. so i shall try to keep quiet most of the times now :(

 
hahahaa but whatever, this songs make me kinda happy. the tune is kinda happy and catchy. woohooooo!!!!!!!! hahahaha.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

adacadabra!


hahaha my doggie so cute right 
i love how doggys move their eyes. got that cute feeling
you must be wondering what's that plastic thing over her head! it is a like a funnel :p haha. but it's to prevent her from scratching the itchiness on her face. and the result of this funneling, her neck grew longer. and she looks super funny now. hahhhahaha.


hahaha and this is stitch and angel, angel being the white one and stitch being the blackie gray one :D
stitch is super cute in my opinion :D


seeee, look at how cute stitch is!! :D hahaha. stitch is more guai to me. angel just bites me whenever she can. bad hammie D< hahahaha.

while i was uploading these gifs into photobucket. i found my old photos. hahhahaha.


see this toot picture of me in sec 1? hahahaha. yessss. with lil elmo :D haha. but this lil elmo is gone with that person in exchange for a mushie. i like my that hair. hahahahaha.

a promise

just rmbed the vow has so many meaningful quotes :D and i'm in a blogging mood. hehe.
i shall share the sweetness and bitterness in quotes of 'the vow' :D

actually... go read yourself more feel :D
read @ twitter.com/thevownotes

hahahahallo. hahahahaahaallo. haha. sorry. i'm tired thats why abit stupid. hahahaa.
i forgot what i wanted to post earlier. so goodknighttttt :D

Thursday, May 17, 2012

unspecial


yeah. i know everyone says that. 'everyone's special in their own way or another.' haha. but i don't believe in that. cos yeah, everyone is different. but since you find everyone special, how can you convince someone 'you are the special one.' when in fact everyone's special to you. so hard to explain. hahahahaha.
haixz. sometimes when you put in effort, some people think you're playing/not serious and treat your effort as bullshit, and there you are, unappreciated. but it's okay, i guess God appreciates everything we do for Him :)

Monday, May 14, 2012

wantwantwant


woohooooo, i like this kind of shirts, which i think is called muscle tank :p haha. but sad thing is i wear like funny only!!! :(

 
hahahaha and i like dreamcatchers too! they're like soooo cute! but i don't believe in them. cos i rmb having them and i still had nightmares >< hahahahaha. so horrible.

 
hahahaha ikr! wireart is like so freaking cool! i rmb always passing by wire arts and hoping people would give to me as present :p hahahaha. got guitar and all! but i poor girl T.T hahahaha.

Iknowthispostisabitrandomandipurposelytypelikethistowasteafewsecondsofyourlife.hehe.
anywayyafornowiamjustpostingwhatiwant/likeforfun!teeheeeeeez :D

hahahaha i am so bored til i found my old blog. and my profile is like so -.- hahahaha. but my other blog still not so bad :p hahahaa. myown-heart.blogspot.com / eat-chocomuffy.blogspot.com hahahaha. and from there i realised i 'love' orange in 2009 which was sec 2! hahaha. that reminds me i changed my fav colour cos eunice liked that colour too. lame shit. hahaha.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

pompong


haha this is so retarded. so old de song. i rmb listening to this song to sleep when i was like sec1? heeheeheez. :D i am so tired T.T but i can't bear to leave my darling computer. keyding. hahahahahha. goodknights! :D

Saturday, May 12, 2012

balabala

haha i wanted to blog the past few days but sooooo lazy/tired to do it :p im tired now but yknow. lifes weird and im trying to sleep but cant :p haha.

todays a very fun day :D haha. had group discussion in sch and it was super funny playing with the dough and nonsensing :D haha. then went to play pool with the two boys. but ofcos the noob me is at the sideline with imaginary pompoms and secretly supporting them :p haha.

i think ppl might think im flirt cos im usually with more boys than girls. but this is bcos the boys tend to not leave anyone out while the girls do /: haha. and sometimes you just feel better talking to the boys than girls cos boys tend to be more natural than girls who tend to be more superficial :x haha. i shall try to sleep again! oinkies! :)

Sunday, May 6, 2012

prayer


this song somehow explains me now. i think i just have mixed feelings. and the feelings i was supposed to have last time, just popped back up now. which kinda sucks. but it's okay, i'll be happy :)

haha i'm kinda happy that korkor started to listen to christian music, at least i'm one step closer to bringing the whole family to Christ. even thou i didn't do anything to bring him to God, i did my best in consistently praying for my whole family to be in Christ. and God kinda answered my prayer :) haha. and that's why i love God :)

 
this has been my fav song since i heard it. actually i got sooooo many fav songs but i never ever forget this song's title. i'm sooooo sentimental :p haahaahaa.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

sorry, i'm feeling so terrible now :'( i just have to keep pretending i'm happy when i reply to the smses. i'm glad to have someone who actually feels the same way i do. haha. and i know you have no intention of keeping our friendship tgt and you are happy or even happier without me. shows where i stand yea? so please spare me your bullshit and make me happy. when the truth hits me, it really hurts you know? and wherever i go, i can't let it out you know? i have to be so tough nobody knows it's hurting. and you, once again don't put in the effort to make me feel better. but its okay. i'll learn to live without any love. and cos of you, i utter despise love. it's fake care. and all you really want is a partner. not cos you really love someone. badbye.

Friday, May 4, 2012


today just feels less boring without the friday night laughters. i'm gonna miss those. and i think i have the urge to watch the vow again. ofcos not in the theatre. imma loner man. hahaha.

 was tumblring when i saw this:
 

hahaha. i so like knitted stuffs and this is kinda cute. but toms and me don't get along. maybe i'm jerrys. hahaha. i can't seem to fit or look good in anything i like. wehhhh :( hehe.

 ohya. today. i feel sooooo tired. idk why man. maybe cos i stay up ytd awhile more just to help korkor. :") hahaha. and i can feel my little eyebags carrying heavy stuff. hahahha. maybe we got earbag, mouthbag, hairbag, nosebag. hahahaha. okay, that'll be awkward. HAHA(i know no one laughs like this and i think people who type that is abit exaggerated) bye. haaaahaaaaa. baaaaabaaaai.

i think i owe this cake to everyone man. hahaha. if only i was pretty or something. then boys wouldn't mind doing almost anything. which boy doesn't want to help a pretty girl? haha. i think all the poly boys are going for looks and all lor. so lameeee. hahaha. and all the handsome ones are flirt. so i don't rilly care about the boys in sch alr. but i'm also not les la :p hahaha. it's also quite sad la. like the boys only like to talk to the prettier ones and leave the average and below alone :( hahaha.