LOVE.

Today is “Suicide Awareness Day” wear something yellow or write love on your wrist to show support of people you know that have attempted or succeeded in committing suicide.

today i woke up at 5 smth am, and i think i just woke up from a dream or something and took like manymany minutes to sleep back then had a reallyreally weird dream that woke me up cos i was in utter shockkkk. haha. and i know the last thing on my mind wasn't him but Jesus. so i couldn't have possibly dreamt of him. but i guess maybe God was trying to tell me something? haha. but actually i dunno what to do about this dream cos i dunno what it is telling me! haha.

and i'm actually very excited cos i just joined akikdo and gonna meet jasper and louie later! weeee, but i scared i stick to them like glue ah, cos i dunno anyone else but them ): but i think i'm alr very brave to ask if i could akikdo! :D :D :D

PS: WEAR YELLOW AND/OR WRITE LOVE ON YOUR WRISTS PLEASE. IT CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF WE ALL DO IT TOGETHER (:

i'm backkkkk, hahahaha. i forgot what i learnt in akikdo within a few hours/minutes. tell me, aren't i forgetful and dumb?! hahaha. others also learn so fast, i like damn noob ugh. but it's okay, i'll keep trying to improve myself yea and one day i'll be black belt hehe. and i need to stop being paiseh man! i must brave up! actually when i'm not paiseh is when 1. i'm familiar with everyone or 1. i'm in my own world, like ignoring everyone but myself and my partner (: