mess

i do wonder. because i realised for some guys that actually do get over girls so fast like it never happened. but i'm guessing for girls, we say we don't miss anything/anyone. but in fact, when we lie in bed at night, memories starts haunting us. we think about everything, we'll start reflecting, we start realizing that we miss something/someone, and what we could have done right. and unknowingly, we start tearing. just hiding under the blanket just so no one hears us. yes, we all know tears doesn't help anything, but we do it anyway, to relieve us of the pain we've been hiding behind all the laughs and smiles.

for guys that get over girls fast, we think, did we make it that easy for the boys to walk in and out of our lives. we wonder if what we've done actually made a difference to him, or was it all unappreciated and forgotten, the effort we put in is unknown. and we all actually have to put down our pride and tell whoever we miss that we miss them. or we will actually lose them. and don't we all want someone we like to once in a while tell us that they miss us? so, swallow your pride and tell them, don't miss the chance to say it now or you'll probably won't get to say it next time :)



ending with a big big smile! :) and i really wish that the people around me be happy, and not be upset :(