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tomorrow school starts and i shall blog for what happened for the past few days. i have been having tennis trainings everyday xcept for sunday :) haha. and i can say i had fun, and it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be :) smiles :)

and the good thing is this week, the two boys stayed over at our house for a few days, and they were very funny and entertaining haha. i like them :) but my memory is bad so i only rmb playing tetris til 3/4 in the morning and then sleeping :p haha. and ofcos in between of everything, we talked alot and yea. hahahahaha. and another good thing is i actually have company to get me thru the late nights, to accompany me from those boring nights where i always have imsomnia. so ya, thank God :)

haha and ytd night was kinda the best i think. baby was like just playing music and we were just singing to it and ben was retarded, like a broken recorder repeating random words. haha and the song that baby plays actually has some very old songs and they say the songs you listen to tells you alot about the person, and i think he's quite a sentimental person? and since ben knows the song too, i guess he is too. i admire guys like that :") double smiles for them (^.^)/ \(^.^) hahahahaha. ohya, i also rmb how baby said he needs someone. hahahaha. :)

hahahaha. and baby actually has a very good memory! he memorised the chords very fast! hahahah. yeah and i had fun with them, but ugh, i feel like i annoyed/irritated them. cos i was quite noisy and all :( yeah, insecurities again. i feel so annoying, how? :(

and some friends. theres that one who used to like the photos, then she didn't anymore. i think she thinks i want to be popular with the likes? :( it's really disappointing to feel this way yknow? i feel like my friends don't know me at all.

and there's also you. i don't know if you're doing this on purpose. or you really forgot. but i shouldn't have expected anything anymore right? :)
and there's also you. 3 days was all it took for you to get over and like someone else. and i'm happy for you on that, but hey, you stopped smsing, i feel like a tool once again. but it's okay, in the end, i will become stronger right? :)



hahahaha i think this song is too cute :p