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haha actually God say cannot alter his word but i just think this pic is so cute :") like toys'r'us :p
hahahaha i actually very happy cos i finally went church after 2 mths + i think? haha. so like i finally learnt something about God again after so long, and it's the 3 C's! :) Character,Competence,Calling :) haha. and it's all about preparing ourselves when it's time :) hahaha.

so ya, ytd i had tennis in the monoon :p haha. and i think i too tired or high or smth, i kept laughing for no reason :p hehee. hope that didn't annoy anyone thou /: hahaha. yeah! then met jer at dhoby and to orchard, then walk around for something he wanted to see and we ate soup spoon! :D :D i very happy cos can see my verygoodfriend :) haha. then go church and kotup with joe,eunice. ahahaha. i feel so happy to see all of them again :) haha.

but sigh, ofcos who doesn't judge, this person who i treat as a almostgoodfriend, came to question me, and she just totally doubt me and all, i feel so judged and out of place. i came back for God, not for anything else, and didn't come this week cos that person went for camp or smth. but sigh, this is life right. and i thought this clique chat was alive and i was kinda happy but all we wanted is to catch a movie tgt, but we're all disagreeing on crap. 'not as nice'(zzzz), 'watch alr'(thats me! and another one.) so i am kinda /: now.

but nm! :) leon said he'll persuade his daddy to let him come tmr and he said i shld go too. but once again the clique, i have once again no confidence/no guts/awkard to go in for svc. so what am i to do? and for that friend i have, she'll judge me again right? seems like most of the people who i feel judge me most, make me feel angsty are girls. /:

BUT WE ALL MUST BE HAPPY :) I STARTED THIS DAY WEEF A SMILE, SO IT SHALL END WEEF A SMA-LLLL. :) afterall, God doesn't want to see us unhappy right? :) YA! BE HAPPY AND MOVE YOUR HEAD UP AND DOWN AND BE AWESOME B)  hahahhaha. goodknight :)